to everyone who thinks i’m dead.. i’m alive. 
however, i’m going to continue on my fast from the internet..
i have a ton of opened doors and opportunities, that i am taking very seriously into prayerful consideration.
please be praying for me in this time.
i promise i’ll blog about it all once i figure it out.
know this.
i’ve learned that struggling produces the ripest of fruit.
be encouraged.
and one more thing:
| Exd 33:18 |
Then Moses said, “Now show me your glory.” |
| Exd 33:19 |
And the Lord said, “I will cause all my goodness to pass in front of you, and I will proclaim my name, the Lord, in your presence. I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I will have compassion. |
| Exd 33:20 |
But,” he said, “you cannot see my face, for no one may see me and live.” |
| Exd 33:21 |
Then the Lord said, “There is a place near me where you may stand on a rock. |
| Exd 33:22 |
When my glory passes by, I will put you in a cleft in the rock and cover you with my hand until I have passed by. |
| Exd 33:23 |
Then I will remove my hand and you will see my back; but my face must not be seen.” |
Perhaps the darkest times of our lives are the times when we are covered completely by Gods hand. The times when we feel like our lives are out of control, upside down and crazy are actually the times when everything is going EXACTLY according to the Lords Will. The literal Hebrew/Greek translation of “and you will see my back” is “and you will see where i have been.” Maybe, just maybe all of this time we feel in the dark, Jesus is fulfilling His perfect plan for our lives…and once He lifts his hand we will see His glory, we will see where He has been in our lives… and it will have been better than anything we could have done or imagined on our own. I’m still learning.. but i am alive.
